As much as i hate being away from my daughter I really think this is for the best….. I’m almost 26 and this is the first time I’ve actually been on my own. The only plus side to this, once I’m off vacation I can bare down and finally put all these conflicting emotions to being completely focused on work again…. If I can keep it up I think i can make Dept. Manager so i can have the schedule so i can see my baby. But until then I’ll just be here drowning myself with the only pain killer I have ever known.
Just have another drink you son of a bitch cause it’s the only thing we’re good at.
I literally have no one to help me through this.
Those moments when you have to stop and breath for a while cause your extremely tense.